my translation
hi every body
i translated Nazar's poem to English and and i would like u to give me your point of view
ماذا أقول له لو جاء يسألني أن كنت أكره أو كنت أهواه
ماذا أقول له اذا راحت أصابعه تلملم الليل عن شعري وترعاه
وكيف أسمح أن يدنو بمقعده وأن تنام على خصري ذراعاه
غدا اذا جاء أعطيه رسائله ونطعم النار أحلى ما كتبناه
حبيبتي هل أنا حقا حبيبته وهل أصدق بعد الهجر دعواه
اما انتهت من سنين قصتي معه ألم تمت كخيوط الشمس ذكراه
أما كسرنا كوؤس الحب من زمن فكيف نبكي على كأسا كسرناه
رباه أشيائه الصغرى تعذبني فكيف أنجو من الأشياء رباه
جريدته هنا في الركن مهملت هنا كتابا معا كنا قد قرأناه
على المقاعد بعض من سجائره وفي كل زاوية بقايا من بقاياه
مالي أحدق في المرآة أسألها بأي ثوبا من الأثواب ألقاه
أئدعي أنني أصبحت أكرهه وكيف أكره من في الجفن سكناه
وكيف أهرب منه أنه قدرا هل يملك النهر تغييرا لمجراه
أحبه لست أدري ما أحب به حتى خطاياه ما عادت خطاياه
الحب في الأرض بعض من تخيلنا أن لم نجده عليها لأخترعناه
ماذا أقول له لو جاء يسألني أن كنت أهواه أني ألف أهواه
ترجمتي:
what do I say if he comes to ask me
if I love him or I hate him
what do I say if his fingers
go through my hair and stroke it
And how can I allow him to have a seat beside me
and his arms rest at my west
Tomorrow if he comes,I'll give him all his letters
and feed the fire the sweetest words we've ever written
My love. Am I really his love
and do I belive his love is reall after leaving me behind
Didn't my love story with him terminate a long time ago
didn't his memory die in my mind as the sun's threads
Didn't we break our love cups a long time ago
so how can we weep for a cup we broke
My god his small things torment me
so how can I survive these things my god
His newspaper is in this corner neglected
here is the book which together we read
On the seats some of his cigaretts
and in every corner things he left
Why am I staring at the mirror keep asking
in which dress should I meet him
Do I pretend that I hate him
but how can I hate someone who completes me
And how can I escape from him when he is my destiny
dose the river own the right to change its course
I love him. I don't Know what makes me love him
even his sins are no longer the same
Love on earth is in our imaginations
if we don't find it, we will invent it
Wat do I say if he comes to ask me
if I still love, I don't just love him but I adore him a thousand times
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